OMG!!! SUMMER'S OVER!!!!

This summer has been a special one.  One I will for sure remember because it has marked a defining moment in my life.  I experienced a lot, explored a lot and expressed a lot.  Not everything made it hear on my blog so I figured I give it a end of the summer wrap up!  Not everything was particularly fashionable, but I had fun in these pics.  They consist of my family and close friends and our adventures.  Many things have changed for me and the fall is a season of symbolic change.  Things change, die or go away...and my life has certainly experienced that as we come in 2 these new months.


I would like 2 say R.I.P.
1st 2 my dog ISKABIBLE who passed away this summer!
2nd My great AUNT JOAN.
3rd 2 my friends brother SCOTT.


U will be missed.


I will also like to say there were some great fashions this summer for us Curvy/Fat girls, like...we are definitely on the map! :)  10 years ago these fashions and styles wouldn't be available in our size and it be up to us to come up with creative alternatives.   It really says a lot for how the world is changing, how women are changing, and how fashion is growing to a larger audience.  An audience of women with flawed figures but impeccable taste that still want to experience high fashion and diverse looks.  These women, are hard working and proving the world wrong that fat doesn't mean lazy or unattractive.  That we are just as beautiful of a force to be reckoned with!  I would like to believe thats what this blog is about.


U know when I was younger I use to dread summer, fearing I wasn't going to have anthing cute to wear or that I didn't want to wear shorts or dresses because my arms and legs would be out.  But as I got older I embraced my women hood and every curve.  I mean if I wasn't going to love me then who would.  If I didn't show me in my best light...then how would people know my authenticity???  It was a gradual change, maybe I was a late bloomer...but I bloomed and so did the rest of fat society.  We are lead actresses in TV SHOWS and MOVIES NOW!!!  We are on covers of MAGAZINES and plus size fashion lines are popping up everywhere!  Look at us doing the damn thang!!!  SHEESH!  I thought this day would never come!


I can't wait to see what fall will bring but summer was a much needed distraction and sometimes it was a fantasy!  Summer 2010 you will also be missed!  With your crazy ups and downs.  Thanks 4 the growth and the memories!!!  I hope you all had a good summer...tell me about it or send me a pic to my email Xclusiveplay@gmail.com .  Peace & Be Wild!  XOXO~SAMILLE



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